Writings!
From Below and in Three Directions: Nine fragments of Love for Hekate
carla joy bergman
direction one: waxing light
“Everything is an exchange for fire, and fire for everything…”
—Hericlitus
1
We rode in crescent shaped formation
towards the horizon
Our horses adorned in pink and white asphodel petals
aromas of lavender hovering on the wind
we recite your cosmic invitation to be with our
untimely and unspacialized grief
our heartbeats echoing across the universe
This is us
the wanderlost, making our way
knowing we must travel far and below
suspending all timelines
2
Blazing our way through our shared despair
Light holding multiplicities
You ask for nothing more.
Yet in the distance we hear the urgency
in your battle cry
to cease Apollo from folding space
to clear-cut all magic
We are near
3
We arrived with linked arms as you tenderly weaved in between our hearts.
Daggers dosed in mint lay firmly in our mouths
Closing our eyes we wait for your spell to be spoken
remembrances forged by your magic begin to rise
through mycelium frequencies of collective potencies
we hear Bacchus answering your call
“set the magic free”
direction two: full light
“How can you hide from what never goes away?”
—Heraclitus
4
dear embodied Care Guide
we continue to travel below to keep you near
entering invocations with you because we’re trying to live a life
where reciprocity flows
and care animates our every breath.
Levitating our wishes towards Luna
Knowing we cannot chase
mandrake whispers
keep going
So now we walk
deeper into other-worldly lands
leaving behind manifesting and manifested
while embracing manibeing
5
Opening New Portals of Awe
your spark catches the strings that bind
the liminal into now
Scientist still trying to name this ever-ending
spacetime between atoms and stardusting our imaginations
some call it god
And you smile.
6
As more magic realms begin to bloom
sprouting temporal agents on earth
some call themselves influencers
we can tell who's who because snakes slither around their Auras
We imagine you watching with curiosity, reflecting to when each Oracle
was chosen by the men who twisted the Oracles cosmic messages
into Empire’s words to manipulate and control
But that was about survival.
[I wonder: would you sell your magic for profit?]
The haunting patriarchal ghosts collude with
systems of domination feeding
off of the cosplaying Agents attempting to hoard the light that remains
But your shadows trick them to move away from the light
casting a veil over their souls.
and then we remember
We remember to close our eyes.
And wait for the
Return.
direction three: waning light
“The unlike is joined together, and from differences results the most beautiful harmony.” — Heraclitus
7
We are the thin skin brigade, trying to be free
sharers of light in darkness
Exiling towards Medea’s direct line to our emotions
sending us fragrances of mint and reminding us to look
to our hearts and move in unison.
Those who remain are terrestrial misfits roaming through alien lands
ebbing and flowing outside of time and bending time.
Blessings of renewal await us
our energetic bodies connect at nodes in the universe
8
sinking further into darkness
looking for the cascade of shadows
dancing on the cave walls inviting us to trust
the beauty of the mycelium in patterns
like the constellations cast by Astraeus in the night sky.
Courage ignites us to fall into looking with all our senses
feeling the trembling flickers beneath the shadows
Illuminating many futures.
9
As light begins to dissolve above, so below
I felt the warmth from your torch
beckoning me to dive deeper into an underworld of love
I arrive at the crossroads between Saturn and Pluto
this is where I fall into dreams
a crow's feather lands in my hand,
I plunge it in the dark matter and begin to write
written for the Hekate: Queen of the Crossroads Zine, 2023